I have bit of confession..

The reason I have been inactive is because I have made frequent visits to the doctor. For my mental health. Lately, I have been feeling...down. and feeling a feeling I cannot put into word or sentence or paragraph.
I have recently been diagnosed with PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) , I don't want tp talk about it, depression and schizophrenia...They doctor believed this was a cause because of anxiety. Which I have in some cases but doesn't normally happen. But then i got...types of thoughts I don't want to describe because thry so...graphic. and i did not want them...I thought it was because of app but no. I left for a few days. Talking to Rayne made me feel better but seeing her upset made it worse. So I left completely. I want to speak to Rayne about it but afraid I am

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