Nothing’s wrong it’s just this song makes me really sad

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy
For a short while
Now she’s older things are getting colder
Life’s not what she thought
She wished someone had told her
She told you she was down
You let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright be she was telling white lies
Can’t you tell?
Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by
All she wore was long sleeves
Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed
Didn’t want to admit it
Didn’t think she fit it
Everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school
All alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrists they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down
Never really up
And here she is stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Stand on that chair
And tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
“LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD?!”
But she knew that her parents weren’t the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down its head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don’t think,
It’ll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It’s all over
All gone
She’s greeting death
Her mom walks in,
She falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised
Is just hanging there
Her body’s pale
And her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare
“HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?!”
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
“I’m sorry mom but this world is just not my place
I’ve tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I’ve come to realize this world’s full of sin
There’s nothing for me here
I’m just a waste of space
I’ve got no reason to stay here
With this awful race
It’s a disgrace
I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time
And in the wrong place
It’s okay though
Cause you’ll see me soon
You’ll know when your time has come
Just look at the moon
As it shines bright
Throughout the night
And remember everyone’s facing their own fight
But I can’t deal with the pain
I’m not a fighter
You’ll make it through the night
Just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know
That I died in vein
Because the world around me
Is the one to blame
And I know in a year
You’ll forget I’m gone
Cause I’m not really something to be dwelled on
That’s what they used to tell me
All those kids at school
So I’m going by the law
Majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything,
I hope this makes you stronger
You’re the best friend that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart,
You’re the only one that held the key
Now it’s time to go I’m running out of space to write
And yes I’ve lost my fight
But please just hold on tight
I’m watching over you
From the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you
And be my helpful eye
So this is it world,
Goodbye.”

This song kinda reminds of me of my first oc,
CoolCat 123
She committed suicide because of the hate comments she was getting

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