My life is like
Living with half of your soul and you cant find the other half because its hidden under the bed that you cant move or pick up because if you do it uncovers all your emotions that you do not want to face because your imsomnia,Depression and PTSD spring out and beat you until you put the bed back down and tell your parents youre fine because you cannot tell them your problems because if they know they will probably put you in a mental hospital or put you in therapy were people learn why you have emotional issues and you have to show them the scars and harm that you put apon yourself because you cannot say that youre. Not fine.
Because your life relies on your friends and your mother being proud because you dont know if a heaven or hell exists because if you die you might not ever see her again and you just float in a black void where you relive another life where you have to fake being happy Once again to either get killed or kill yourself because youre so desperate to be happy with yourself and you may never be. Because you are

Stupid..

A word i never use infront of my parents because when i call ymyself names my parents know something is wrong and i dont want them to worry so you shut up and apologize.

For being

Stupid

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Sorry this is a stupid vent. Ill delete it. Just tell me if you dont feel comfortable with it. Sorry

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