Help, I don’t want to kill my self I don’t have depression

But I don’t feel like myself my mind is dying my life is falling apart ever since I got homework 📚 I have been like this my mom worried 😦 I am very emotional 😭 please help me through this 😔😔 it’s not the first time I posted about this. You guys mean the world you support me and help me everyday ! Thank you for being here for me, Everyone who’s liked a video or left I nice comment 😁👍🏻