Vent? I guess.....

I just can’t live like this anymore.... I’m scared of everything...... I feel like I should really kill myself but if I do that.... family.... friends.... and some other people.... would be sad if I did... I don’t want people that care about me be sad..... I hate seeing people cry..... so.... I really don’t know..... I should get a therapist but...... I hate opening up to someone I have ever met before....... I...... just..... don’t..... know..... anymore........ and..... I feel like if I get a bad grade in school.... I’m failing everyone.... i feel like I just let everyone down.... ...........just... don’t feel bad about me..... I hate seeing people feel bad and everything about me..... even tho I should really get help...... I don’t want it...... I cut my hair because I wanted people to be scared of me and leave me alone....... but.... I just got more attention because of my hair.....: I didn’t want the attention..... i HATED getting that attention....... I just...... want to be alone...... plz......

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