I know I shouldn’t be venting about this because it’s probably annoying but..

I really miss my grandad

Two weeks ago today we lost him.
And today was his funeral..

I just hate myself because of the fact that I wasn’t that nice to him most of the time

I’d tell him to go away and leave me alone
And sometimes shout at him
But I still loved him
I didn’t know that he was going to die so soon..

Fuck now I’m crying again
Whoops..
I guess the fact that I’m realising how much I really love him and wish he was still here just hurts so much..

Note for him-
Dear grandad
I know you’re not here right now, but I know you’re looking down upon all of us, I love you. And I wish you were still here on earth
You’ll forever be in our hearts
Forever and ever
I love you grandad.. for everything you’ve done for me..even tho I was such a bitch to you..

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