Yo sorry for the sudden vent rant but

LITERALLY STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE TO ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON , JUST BECAUSE WE'RE " FRIENDS " DOESNT MEAN YOU CAN TALK SHIT AND HURT ME EMOTIONALLY AND pYSCHICALLY AND YOU ALSO CANT TALK ABOUT MY DEAD MOM AND MAKE JOKES ABOUT FUCKING HER AND MAKE JOKES ABOUT MY PAST BECAUSE YOU SIMPLY " FORGOT " ABOUT MY PTSD AND DEPRESSION , AND THEN BRING IT UP MULTIPLE TIMES , IF I TRUSTED YOU WITH MY PAST AND MY VENTING YOU SHOULD BE RESPECTFUL AND ESPECIALLY IF YOU VENT TO ME , AND YOU ACT LIKE NOBODY LISTENS TO YOU WHEN YOU VENT , BUT WHO THE FUCK AM I ? A ROACH ? AND NO , YOURE DEAD FATHER ISNT AN EXCUSE FOR YOU TO MAKE FUN OF MY PAST AND MY MOM ASSHOLE AND BPD IS MUCH MORE DIFFERENT FROM PTSD , THEY AINT THE SAME THING YOU IGNORANT CUNT , AND WHEN I SEE YOU TOMMORROW YOU BETTER NOT MENTION A DAMN THING , CAUSE IF I START CRYING AND HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN SUDDENLY YOU BETTER KNOW HOW TO COMFORT ME BECAUSE IT WAS YOURE FAULT BITCH , YOUVE BEEN NOTHING BUT RUDE AND IGNORANT OF ME FOR THE PAST YEAR IVE KNOWN YOU

shdbdhsj , this is aimed towards my friend Diamond , we got into drama awhile ago because she made fun of my mom and I was like " hey don't do that " and she started getting all defensive because it was " just a joke " and that " she forgot about you're PTSD " and that " I have BPD about my dad , he's dead too " even though BPD and PTSD aren't the same thing and I don't like talking about my past , and that " I didn't talk to my dad much " basically protects her from me yelling at her because that's soooOOOoO much worse than the constant abuse I got left with when my mother was out partying , getting drugs , and getting raped , because oh buddy boy if you drop one glass well then I'm hurting ya KIDDO !!!

anyways I'm going to bed , goodnight ,

  ~ ☭✙ baldberries 🍓 ✙☭ ~

I'm having really bad PTSD rn so it might last for awhile , I might not get sleep because I usually try avoiding the nightmares and night terrors I get when I fall asleep after a mental Breakdown about my mom so yea ... Whoop whoop

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