i just want the tears to leave me...

no, nothing is ok, and nothing will be ok. i broke today. broke for no reason but the shit happening in our world. i just want the pain to be gone. i just want the tears to leave. i just want to be happy. a real happy. not this fake shit i've been pulling. i want everything to be ok. this world is broken. there is no point to life besides you live it and die. it will not change now, nor ever. i just want a hug from someone not in my family. i just want a hug.