I am the same way I like a girl

I just wanna end myself...

I'm just a bad, annoying friend..The only reason I wanna roleplay with you because..You're my bestfriend here in this app and I want to bond with you bc we can't in person...And of course bc I love you as a bestfriend

If sometimes I ask anybody to roleplay like right now..I didn't say your name because..I feel like you're annoyed at me because I only focus on roleplaying with you...I feel so annoying..

B-but i talk to my other friends more