Already have I've literally desensitised my self to most shit I could watch a guy get beheaded and not even gag

True. never go to far on Google *Issabelle from animal crossing looks on Google pics of her : "HOLY SHI-"

The Dark web has more then you think

I dont mean to be rude to you- But I'm trying to be friendly to a bunch of ppl right now- (I don't like her ethier) but The person you searched Might of not been her. Never trust the Internet / Google.