i had a bestie, i had bullies and she didnt protect me, i still liked her.
she fighted me, i still liked her.
she lied about me to my friends, i still liked her.
she said to my eyes that if we wouldnt be friends one day that she will hurt me or do someting like this, i still liked her.
she lied to her parents about me, i still liked her.
i got replaced by her, i still liked her.
then she leave the school.
i have new besties
they got me in bff club then they kick me out, i still liked them.
they fighted me, i still liked them.
they insult me, i still like them.
they fighted my friend and i protected her and i got insulted, i still liked them.
when all of this ended and i was home cause of coronavirus
i realised what they did to me
i wanted to hang up
to kill myself with knife
to jump off building
to get out all my organs
to shoot me
to just die
and let everyone have a good, paceful, good life without me.
they will maybe miss me, say that they need me, realise they did really sometig bad to me, they would say sorry
but it would be too late

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