Explaining what's Wrong with Me {Read Desc}
Last night i had a mix between a panic, depression, and anxiety attack
i heard this song that put me in a stage were i thought about the real shit
i thought i didnt matter and if i disappear nobody would care
i felt i was unworthy of love or my friends or family
the voices in my head took over to were they were so loud i couldnt hear anything else
and i cried, i couldnt move, couldnt speak, couldnt feel
only cry
like damn, my eyes are a slight pink and my face hurts from it
my eyes also burn like hell
then i wanted to end it
i couldnt control what i thought
and the louder they got, the more i actually believed it
i needed help
im gonna go vent to a really good friend in a couple minutes if they allow me to
i actually thought nobody would love me, even though i know people do
i wanted it to all be over, it hurt so bad
i felt awful, like bloody hell
i wanted to feel loved
i wanted a hug, like badly
i remembered shit i dont wanna remember
what i've done
who i was
why im here
i cant stop shaking
i still hear those voices
and i dont wanna tell anyone about this cuz i dont wanna worry them
i cant tell my parents, they're already stressed enough
i dunno what the fuck to do
i rarely dont know what to do
but now, i feel like there is no way out
i feel trapped
i just
i wanna sleep
i wanna be able to have an appetite and sleep
im so exhausted
i cant feel myself
my soul was sucked outta me
i feel dead
i just
i wanna know what it feel like to be loved
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