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Explaining what's Wrong with Me {Read Desc}

Last night i had a mix between a panic, depression, and anxiety attack

i heard this song that put me in a stage were i thought about the real shit

i thought i didnt matter and if i disappear nobody would care

i felt i was unworthy of love or my friends or family

the voices in my head took over to were they were so loud i couldnt hear anything else

and i cried, i couldnt move, couldnt speak, couldnt feel

only cry

like damn, my eyes are a slight pink and my face hurts from it

my eyes also burn like hell

then i wanted to end it

i couldnt control what i thought

and the louder they got, the more i actually believed it

i needed help

im gonna go vent to a really good friend in a couple minutes if they allow me to

i actually thought nobody would love me, even though i know people do

i wanted it to all be over, it hurt so bad

i felt awful, like bloody hell

i wanted to feel loved

i wanted a hug, like badly

i remembered shit i dont wanna remember

what i've done

who i was

why im here

i cant stop shaking

i still hear those voices

and i dont wanna tell anyone about this cuz i dont wanna worry them

i cant tell my parents, they're already stressed enough

i dunno what the fuck to do

i rarely dont know what to do

but now, i feel like there is no way out

i feel trapped

i just

i wanna sleep

i wanna be able to have an appetite and sleep

im so exhausted

i cant feel myself

my soul was sucked outta me

i feel dead

i just

i wanna know what it feel like to be loved

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  ⓘⓜ ⓣⓗⓐⓣ ⓤⓢⓛⓔⓢ ⓟⓔⓡⓢⓝT^T I di...

I had this feeling I tried to end it but no iam a Muslim I cant and ur 15 years old idk but most 15year old have this felling and I’ll get through it trust me there is someone guiding me it’s god i live cuz I want to see god and the heavens but ye ik that this will make ur brain go boom boom but try to understand it

3 years ago   Reply
  ☆~ÙwÚ_Community~☆

i...eheh..-

4 years ago   Reply
  ░ 𝓜𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓷 Ø̶ ░

- all the hugs and kisses-

4 years ago   Reply
  Skittles

Please no sad-

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