I would say no, but I can't convince you even if I tried my best. It's your choice, your life, your mental health. Do whatever you need to do. It's your chouce, not ours, and you need to take time for yourself sometimes and care for yourself, so I'll be happy you stay, but I won't be happy if you stay and force yourself to smile every day and carry on even if it's upsetting you. It's your choice.