vent lol

you know i love you so, so much. and i know you feel the same for me. you are always distraught, always in a rough time, and you express it to me. i try to help you, i really try my best, but it seems like it’s not enough to lift your spirits. it drains me, too. it drains me, how i have to constantly worry about you, worry that you might kill yourself. i want to take a break from us, from eachother, because the whole situation is taking a toll on my mental health. but, it’ll make it worse, it’ll make you even more depressed, and i’ll feel selfish for leaving you in a time like this.