Vent I guess?

Haha

I masterbate. Yep.

And before you jump to conclusions and call me disgusting, may I tell you why?

It really relives a lot of stress and it helps calm me down. It’s not because of the pleasure. Not really at least,

Not a lot of things relieve stress for me. Swinging and listening to music used to really help, but mom said I had to much ‘free phone time’ so she gave me a limit of 15 minutes. It’s not enjoyable any more.

Drawing used to help. Now it’s just boring.

Talking to friends online was really nice, but there’s things you guys don’t need to know and my old friends are gone.

Crying? Lmao no :)

But now moms been waiting by the bathroom door while I’m using my electric toothbrush and coming in suddenly to see what I’m doing so :p masterbating isn’t an option anymore ahaha.

I have really bad anger issues -_-

If I haven’t broken and torn something, I still feel angry. An I’ll get angrier if I’m not allowed to slam the doors as hard as I can.

I played Minecraft for a long time, that was nice.

Woah, I’m having to much ‘free play station time’ too?

15 minutes.

You know what you can build in 15 minutes?

Nothing.

And the damn mansion took fucking forever.

Watching Pewdiepie’s Minecraft series was calming uvu

10 minutes.

Bitch, what ma I gonna watch in 10 minutes? I few adds?

And mom has been dumping extra school work on me because she wants ‘our’ summer to start sooner.

Oh, I have a blood circulation problem now :) my legs will turn red and itchy or blue and purple. Why? Idk.

I’m so done with my family.

I want to go live with my biological siblings,

But i can’t even visit them because of fucking Covid.

“Can’t you just zoom??”

Guess what the o my way I canreach them is through grandpa and he’s and old fart(no offense grandpa) and doesn’t know how to work technology.

An i have schoolwork to to.

Yes.

On Sunday hahah

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  • vander •

What ever is your stress relief is your stress relief, and I won’t judge that. Maybe try to find other things that helps you that doesn’t involve the internet. And if nothing works, at least you had fun trying out new things. I’m sorry about your mom. I wish I can help. I hope you’re going to be ok. I’m sorry this isn’t much. I really, really want to help

4 years ago   Reply

  Sparrow >:) (slave of Berd ...

Im so sorry bb

4 years ago   Reply

  🌹ローズ🌹

Yeah. I’ve had schoolwork on the weekends for 2 weeks now.

4 years ago   Reply

  boy_p⛧nties

Homework on a Sunday sounds terrifying.

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