Don't joke about this kind of stuf
If you aren't joking, then I really hope you become happy in the end...
Youhave people that support youand care about you...
I don't like seeing people like this...
We all sopport you, so please, do something you love...
Spend time with your family that are with you, play something, do something that will make you happy...
Because if you don't, we will all be sad...

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