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Some of these are things people have said to me and some are voices in my head. I just hate everything and everyone and thing here is- everyone has caused me to feel like that, yet they say it’s not their fault. I don’t get it. I just wanted to live a normal life but instead I ended up getting bullied, cyberbullied, been sent death threats, been diagnosed with ADHD and depression, not able to sleep, been getting yelled at for waking up late, had moving problems that were all my fault because I messed everything up, have everyone blame me for everything and get angry at me, people take advantage of me, have people lie to me, have people leave me, only had 1 real life friend, look ugly, be passive aggressive, have a terrible hygiene, have multiple personalities, have multiple emotions at once and they start switching a lot, cry about harmless things, get overly offended by everything, have several mental breakdowns, being confused about my gender, had thought about doing a school shooting, have thought about committing suicide, and for what? I almost do everything for everyone else so why don’t I get respect? I make things for everyone so why don’t I get respect? I’ve been kind and generous to everyone so why don’t I get respect? Oh! That’s right! It’s because people only care about the ones who have more fame, fetishize LGBTQ+, treat others like shit but it’s “fUnY!!1!11!!”, and try to act quirky and fake depression, of course! Because who cares about people who’re actually creative and put time, effort, and talent into the things they make, amirite? There are practically no words to describe how much I just wanna leave this world but oh well, I haven’t thought about quitting but oh well, it’s all FINE AND DANDY AMIRITE???

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