I wish I could feel that right now
I have friends on other platforms and they're art is really good too but the one thing I'm jealous about is that all of them have a style, and I dont
I just wanna have a style like everyone else does too
I hate having to change too quickly

weak as in useless
I dont see what's the point in sharing my art if I only have to compare it to my older art
i shouldve known the consequences of going online
I wouldve just been a regular being but I guess not
I'm a stupid idiot who vents online to so many other people and doesnt even listen to anyone

and what if my old art is better than now?
what do I do then??

if I'm supposed to be doing that why am I here?
clearly I'm too weak to belong on this app

I already lost hope
I'm stuck
I'm trapped
I cant do anything