I’m just a freak..

I just feel like I can do nothing right... I try to help but end up making things worse... But everyday I just say “smile! There’s no reason to be sad!”... I try to believe it but I don’t know how much longer till I snap... till I feel like I don’t belong here or anywhere.., till I feel like I’m not wanted... till I feel like Killing myself is gonna be a favor to everyone.... I-I just don’t know how much longer I can keep lying to myself.... I just want this pain to end... but it can’t...

Thanks...

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