Angry. No. I will not calm down.

This anger is unreal, surreal
I never thought I could feel this way,
Maybe anger is just meant for me.
This anger so our, it’s really just insanity
Cure it, you can’t
I’m not calming down, no, I’m not
After all this time I’ve had enough
You can live you can die, just get out of my life
You messed it up,
All from the beginning
Took away the fun
Made it all bleak!
I’m not going to calm down, I’m sorry
This anger is to big to ever be swallowed
I’m done playing games
I’m done lying
Look in the mirror and It’ll be clear
I’m not perfect,
I know
I don’t care
I just don’t want to have to be
The one who carries the fault
I’m the one
Who
Hurt
You.
It’s not fair!
I can’t be like this anymore,
The anger swells up
I need to burn something!
Help, I’m drowning
In thoughts and plansHow do I get out of here?!
I need to help us both
Make sure we’re okay
So that you aren’t intoxicated by this poison they spread
I’m crying
I’m fine
But anger,
That will never hide,
I’m sorry
That’s not enough
You act like you’re fine
Enjoying each other
But you know you aren’t
So naive, I know you are.
Stop being scared,
Action!
Start fighting back
I’m sick of you staying low
Act out, lash out, YELL for gods sake!
You don’t have the guts to confront
All
Because
Of
Me

I don’t deserve this world
I’m not in it anymore
Stuck in a world of thoughts
Now yell, for gods sake, at least know what you’re doing

That’s enough,
No more
I’m not going to joke around
No.
I am not calming down!

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