I’m gonna cry if I hear that word again I

I’m gonna cry if I hear that word again I—

*Friends introducing me someone*
Me: hi name is Benjamin but can call me BenJi (dude that’s the main “nickname” people say)
The peep: oh so I’m guessing you are a bottom ahah
Me: *cries inside* hahahhahahahahhhahhahahaga yes
The peep: oh I knew it you look like it
Me: ah Yea..... *cries in Japanese/Mexican/American*