Sigh 😔 if you really feel that way my best advice is have a vid call with your friends,try. I hope you feel better

𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎. 𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝙸’𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚍, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚗𝚘 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖. 𝙸’𝚖 𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚔 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐

STOP IT, STOP WISHING YOUR DEAD YOU HAVE A GREAT LIFE, MAYBE NOT THE BEST BUT THINK OF THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU