Don't read this if your easily annoyed or offended
A lot of people on here act like they have depression which I'm sure they do but most of them are just really good at hiding the fact that they're all just attention-seeking we all act like we know things when in reality we are just 13 or younger trying to fit in on the internet the internet is a horrible place very addicting and toxic and annoying and angering and saddening place it's just a place to get away from reality so you can be "happier" I feel like a background character I feel like I'm not as important as everybody else I don't feel equal I feel like people are getting annoyed with me and I feel like I've made too many mistakes and too many lies I feel like I'm not rememberable or "special" and I'm sure a lot of people on here feel the exact same way and that makes me upset because it just makes me feel even less important or noticeable I try to help so many other people and only a few of my friends come to help me when I'm hurt but I can't just give up some of my other friends that don't helbthingv t all because I'm addicted and if I let them go and want them back sooner or later they won't accept me because I've already let go of them I feel like I have to be a part of communities that I don't really need to be a part of communities that are out against my religion I have so many friends on here that I wish I could talk to in real life and on other apps but I'm such a bad person on the internet that I've gotten myself removed from all the apps by my parents the only app I have is Instagram and YouTube in my in real life isn't much better i live in a camper my parents constantly fight my firends have a crush on me and i hate it i hate that i have to deal with having irl friends that have a crush on me every time i have a boy as my friend they eather dont want me as there friend/they think im annoying or they like me it sucks it really makes things more awkward I just want to feel a part of the group I just want to be in a group that I can talk to people without feeling like I'm trying to push myself into I wish that I wasn't taken for granted that's another thing (prob gunna make another post cuz this is getting long)
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