That’s always nice. I only have one really good friend. And I moved away from her. And I am not good at talking to peoples. So I not can’t really have anyone to really talk to. So I mean that ,ay be what caused me to shrivel so deep in this. But I’m not 100% sure.

Yep, I understand. Life sucks and I want it to be over.

I turn up my headphones to ignore all my thoughts...they sometimes can get out of hand...

Your turning your headphones up cause your parents are fighting?

Yea I mean sad music...but it also means like to listen to it at harmful volumes. But yeah you were basically right...