Meh ima just see if I have a knife brb

You don’t know my life and my story....so...don’t......

Well for 1 I cut every single day I starve my self I get abused and that’s by everyone around me I tried to die! Every thing I do is just to die I TrueDepth to hang myself shooting to and stabbing myself but...one thing about me is... I get raped by my dad and strangers.......all I want is to die but my body fights to stay alive..... Does this make proof that I’m well not only depressed ....I don’t feel emotions....

Tbh wanna know why

Bruh. You have to diagnosed with it.
Do you take meds? I'm very highly doubting that.
Also, it doesn't seem your sharing anything sad going about to you.
So no.
Your just sad.
Stop calling sadness depression.
It makes the ones with depression mad.