Kiddo, I want to die. That's just it. Anything I post isn't meant to hurt anyone, it's to get my feelings out in different kinds of ways that don't immediately scream "I want to kill myself."
I realized now that it looks like he's holding his hand up so that he can look at the cuts while talking instead of making hand gestures because I also realized his eye his looking towards it, almost seeming like he's looking at it but that just makes it better.