How tf do you get “friends” on this god forsaken app

I’ve never really grew up with friends, so I dunno how to interact properly. Everyone on here starts roleplays, are in roleplays, have friends, have a significant other, seems like they have it together, but what about me? I’m happy for them, but I’ve never really felt loved, trusted, respected, or felt normal emotions. I’m not looking for attention, or pity, but I just feel alone.

I don’t think anyone listens to me either, and just listen to all the “comforting” lies. I know, the world sucks and it’s unfair, but for me it almost feels 10x worse, I don’t even know why. I wish it could end.

Some 12 y/o could post some gay horny demons with femboys and get 69420 views or sumthin. I could spend at least 30 minutes to make something detailed and meant to look nice and neat, but I only get 10-35 views, no comments, and that’s kinda it. Again, as I’ve said, I’m not looking for attention, I just feel ignored. Reminder that I don’t draw for fame, I draw so I can inspire others.

-Sincerely, Erythrophobia
July 1, 2020.
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