Uhm... Ahoy everyone.

I've been going through alot of toxic things Noone knows about, a few days ago I met my Roblox bestie, she loves piggy like me and she loves the Pony x Zizzy = Zony ship we roleplay, but yesterday. I told her what I go through and how much I suffer for her. I can't get sleep because I'm so excited to see her in game, even tho we're in the same country, I said "I suffer, but I don't mean to, I do this because my mind loves my friends and I know they will have my back, even when I'll crack. They put me in front, and protect me when I bullied or hurt." and... Lots of my bullies say I use my friends for backup... I really don't. I don't want them to know the amount of suffering I go through.

I'm turning ten this year... Yippee.... I really don't like life... I'm skipping dinner today... I want to be like you guys, kind and caring... I don't feel right. Let's end this nonsense... Tonight..

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