I don’t like the way I act, I don’t like my personality in general

I try to hard?

it seems like I take things too far when it comes to joking around

Like when I was joking abt how homos should die

I also think I’m very annoying

that’s why I don’t really like talking, but it calms me down whenever I’m talking to Mia or Nick

I also try too hard to be funny
people seem to think I’m funny, ahahshsh

I’m trying to change, I guess I want to be cooler?

I think I’m a pretty lame person tbh

I just wish I wasn’t so scared of what people will think of me if I start doing things I enjoy

I guess now people are going to be talking up a storm on how cool and awesome I am

I don’t mind

I’m just

Confused

I guess I’ll come to accept myself eventually, I know I’m not going to accept myself anytime soon

But I will eventually

I guess this is a rant?
Idk
I just wanted to get this off my back

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