I will fish, and I'm trying not to be sad rexx but its weird, like its a type of sad you can't help

i dont mean to scare you or anything, but that sounds like a certain type of depression, if i were you i would research it

But ya, and then I get horrible anxiety attacks just thinking about past traumas, and I don't feel right.... But yea I'm trying to get it all off my chest... Its kinda hard tho and I got no one rlly that I could open up the best with other than my dog :/ cuz ik he would listen but he won't be able to gimme advice

Yea... Idk... I just don't feel, me, anymore... I feel lonely sometimes, even if I'm not, that's why I watch anime so I don't feel so lonely, then, I feel like time stops and I hate going through time so slowly, I wanna travel to different places but there's no money for it and the to this pandemic, its worse, and then I feel stuck in one place and I hate it... Idk I feel uncomfortable

Thanks lol... But idk... I feel stuck in a timeline that doesn't end