Let’s talk about hate

Hate truly is a strong word
I myself am a victim of hate and I can say with much confidence that, well, it hurts, even if the person dosent show it, it really gets to them
Hate changes you, it makes you slowly change yourself, and change yourself, and change yourself, until you realize your a completely different person and going back to your former self is nearly impossible, certain people will move on, others slowly because a self hating person, some even get to the point of not being able to take it anymore, and they end it, their life, a life that who knows what good things it could’ve done.

I was once a loud, enthusiastic, happy, person, but that came off as annoying, I was told I will never get friends, Almost pushed away by almost anyone, insulted left and right, but, for a little while, I didn’t care until around middle school is when it came to me, I realized no one really liked the person that I was, so I decided to change, and change, and change, I am now a more quiet person who is afraid to speak up to most people, who dosent share their opinion because they’re afraid others are going to judge it I have become somewhat “quiet” only with small showings of my former self, and have become depressed, a lot of times loosing motivation for anything, and to this day I’m still made fun of, I’m still called annoy, weird, and “crazy” some of my best friends left me for people who were “better” but I will be honest, I miss being happy, I miss being loud, I miss my friends, I miss not caring what the world thought, is miss being me

But my small story dosent even compare to others, and I know you’ve probably heard this a million times before but if you’ve experience hate that or been bullied or whatever talk to someone, anyone, it dosent have to be a therapist or a counselor it can be your parents, family, friends, teachers, or just anyone you trust, don’t be like me and wait till the damage is done

  Melissa da tiger

Ummm I am having ocd odd and adhd I am a girl my eyes feel weird and my nose is stuffy and I am stressed and depressed and suicidal and psychopathic and violent

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  Furry (i'm a furry from Bra...

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  What the cringe

I haven’t exactly had a lot of hate but I did get bullied about having heterochromia and that made me feel super insecure and made me hate the thing that made me unique. When I got into middle school I was wanting to get colored contacts even though I didn’t need contacts to see. But I had met some good friends who told me that my heterochromia was awesome and that made me feel a lot better and now I’m not so insecure about my eyes anymore

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