I should just give up on my dreams.
(Dont look at my spelling, or my english, or the run of the story, it aint really typed good or somethinv) Since my brother gets everything he wants and is getting all support of everybody while he doesnt need it, im just nothing. I feel like people dont even notice me wanting to be a hero. Sounds stupid once i say it.. maybe my fantasy is just stupid, maybe IM just stupid. Tsh who cares. Now dont tell me stuff like "oH i care about you!" Please dont. it doesnt help.. i sound like an asshole now. Well, i feel like giving up. I mean.. it doesnt even matter. I cant be a hero. I cant mean anything in history. Not possible. My parents are telling me i have to stop getting mad on my brother, but i cant help it. He wants to fight with me sometimes, ofcourse i agree so we start fighting in our backyard. Well, i can actually kinda fight,, so i may hurt him sometimes. But he hurts me way worse than i hurt him. And dude, he cries fast. And then he's calling himself "*his own name* Balboa". Wow, just wow. Aand my parents always say im too rough. hE HURTS ME EVERY TIME. He jumps on me while im laying on the ground. He kicks me in the face. Just.. my parents dont even help me. They say am just weak. I wanna do karate, or just fighting. But no, i have to do soccer cuz "itS mAdE fOr mE" and its "eAsiEr". K, i can be good at it (not really) but, it feels like im FORCED to do it. I hate it.. I HATE IT.
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