Im sorry about that, Hope I could help you with that, seriously..
Also, Theyre nothing for hit you, thats ABUSE, They're stupids (Sorry If i said that, but its the truth)
Sometimes Dreams can be real, You will achieve it with effort and dedication if you want it to come true, life is hard, I understand you so much.
About your brother, Sometimes brothers want attention, want be perfects of everything, But remember, these brothers like your just have a mental problem like your parents. (Sorry hh--).
Also, you can learn Karate with Youtube, Just try It.
I wish you all the best for your future, Remember, youre not alone, youre more strong, You have a big mentally and a good heart, Youre a hero for me.
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