Let's be real.
I almost died when I was around 1-4 years old because of Pneumonia. I got rejected from all the people I literally loved my whole life. My dog got ran over and the person who ran over him lied so he would do nothing. My classmates fricking make fun of my name and started bullying me, blaming me, betraying me yeah seriously for real. My "bestfriend" yelled that my crush was a teacher outside when it was lunch almost EVERYBODY heard it so I got mad. I yelled at her for accident and she said I hurt her feelings so she told my teacher I had feelings for him, well she started it. I was so embarrassed. My classmates read my diary or..I guess private notebook and exposed me.

I'm not trying to be dramatic I'm just telling you how I've been through.

It’s my fault! I didn’t mean for all this to happen! I didn’t mean it!

No wait! I didn’t mean it like that! It just really broke my heart... I didn’t mean for all this to happen! It’s my fault for thinking it would be ok! It’s my fault! I’m sorry! I should just leave..

Why can’t I just let out my feeling Matte!? I just broke up with the person I love! You where board so you revealed my fucking AGE!? god damnit you are sometimes complicated. I just wanna be fucking happy for once! Is that to much to ask!? Just one time to be happy! All I want.

No, Just let it out.