do you ever just wish?

you could go back in time, back to a time when you were still small and innocent, when you didn’t care what the world thought about you as a person or how you looked, a time when life seemed so much easier than it actually was, a time when you easily made friends and played for hours until you had to be dragged away by your parent, when technology was still somewhat simple, even when you were always told to wipe of a dvd before playing it.

Yes I may be saying this now, I may be saying this too early, maybe one day I’ll say i had it so much better now, but I’m tired of being ignored, I’m tired of knowing people say things about me in a negative light behind my back, im tired of knowing that I myself am killing my once unique personality, and I’m tired of being only satisfied only by my own thoughts and memories