Also, @~Cakesniffer~, i had a dream like that but it went more along the lines of me seeing all the people i ever loved dying before my eyes and i couldn't speak, because nothing came out, as if nobody cared i was speaking, or if nobody would bother listening to me

I havent spoke up about it I think i could just not remember but my uncle and aunt recently tested positive for covid, and we went on a vacation together

You're welcome.^^
Just follow your dreams. Don't think about anything that would stop you.

Thank you, but i just don't know how to fully feel happy.

Oh, I don't know..But, you do matter in this world! Just don't let things get you down, don't let fears stop you from doing the thing you love. It's okay! 💗