how dare they call you a failure!!! I i wanna ... I'm mad now

Thank you

My life isn’t the best.

My dad abuses me for no reason, my mom is somewhere in Denmark or whatever, my grandparents say I’m awful at life, my crustball brother gets everything he wants even though I do more than him and I have anxiety and depression to the point I’ve been wanting to kill myself sense the second grade.

My mom abuses me to where I'm gonna cut my arms soon!