What is wrong with me...

H a h a...
I didn't wanna bother ashy so here's a Vent...
Sorry...

My mom and dad yelled at me for biting my nails, and I mean my dad raised his voice...I'm scared of him when he yells (Im scared of anyone when they yell because of my dad and brother! Yey...)

My mom said Babe you gotta stop...
At first I though she was telling my dad to stop yelling at me cause oh look the depressed fucking child of the household is on the verge of tears!

My brother acts like he knows me. Apparently he doesn't know his own sibling at all...
I thought my parents knew me.
Apparently fucking not...
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I've been getting yelled at for little things lately and it's all been going to my head...

I almost fucking killed myself...h a h a...
But oh look at that as they go about there day...
I'm supposed to have a therapist by now...(I get that rn there probably booked)

But after my parents lost my first therapist cause it wasn't really good service and it was back and forth voice mails.

They didn't even start trying to get me a therapist...

They probably don't even believe I need one.
I mean when I'm around them I'm all "sunshine and rainbows Yay!"
But when I'm"going to sleep" like right now...I'm fucking either crying or venting to my friend or venting and drawing here!

I feel pathetic. I feel like everything my brother has said to me is true.

I'm a fucking crybaby.
I'm fucking useless...
I'm a mess.
I'm fucked up.
And of of my favorites from my toxic friends (not specifying which one just in case on of them finds this app and sees my acc) I'm an asshole a bitch that doesn't deserve to live, I'm a cunt and a whore and they wish they never met me in kindergarten and they would be better off if I was dead.

Maybe I should be dead...
I don't know anymore...
I might post happier things after this...

And if you actually read this- why?- you didn't need to its just a Vent...

Haha- ok I need to end this- bye...

3 years ago 52 views 1 frames

🏳️‍🌈 AmphibiaObsesed 🏳️‍⚧️

•Finn The Human•

Dude you know how fucking messed up that is to say!? Finn the human you need help, where is your empathy!? honestly I'm 12 and I felt bad reading this, and if you're trying to be Finn you fucking suck at it cause Finn would try to help out and all you were doing was possibly making things worse! And yes Ik this is old but people like you need to be told off, so fuck off unless your apologizing... Geez people on the internet can really suck

3 years ago Reply

Lav3nd3r_Sh4rk

•Finn The Human•

This was also made 52 days ago, you are 52 days late from making this comment so please go back to your rat hole ^^

3 years ago Reply