Nobody cares, but i’m just going to rant anyway. read if your interested I guess.

I really tried to act upbeat, put on a fake persona, act like a nice person on here, it just so hard to fake things.The truth is i’ve been on this app for YEARS my oldest account is still up, and I WISH I could delete that nightmare of fake identity and lies. You want to look it up? it’s called “Fox Lune” or whatever the fuck, There should be some post with someone named regen talking about something with the name fox lune and I commented I think my name was like”Bye.” with a black pfp because I was a edgy bitch. all I ever do is put on a fake persona and pretend everything is fine, when it’s really not. I just need something to make me feel like i’m okay, like i belong, like I should be alive, but there really is nothing. What’s my purpose? to be selfish and only do what I need to if it concerns me? comfort someone because it bothers me if I don’t? donate to charity to make myself feel better? protest for a cause to have some sort of purpose? who am I? what’s a good reason to keep living? and why can’t I bring up the strength to just end it. I want to end it, but I don’t want to be a burden to people I don’t even consider my family due to all the shit they say. I just want to be someone who’s truly me. BUT IM SO FUCKING BORING, ALL I DO IS SIT IN MY BED AND LIE LIE LIE LIE LIE THAT ALL AND THEN I FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF WHEN NOBODY EVEN SYAYS ANYTHING, WHY SHOULD IT MATTER IM ONLY LOOKING FOR ATTENTION THAT I DONT NEED i’m sorry, i’m so sorry
here are all my old accounts because i’m an idiot who can’t just come clean and admit that i’m not actually new to this app

Fox Lune (now named Bye.)

Tørd (something like that, knew someone named Tom, eddsworld phase and shit)

Todd

I forgot the name of the other one but I had a main that had a yellow hoodie one green eye one yellow eye and brown hair,

just another weeabo

??Roach¿¿

and now this, Emi.

I need to end the hiding behind fake people,
from now on i’m going to stop making new accounts every time people ignore me or I end up in drama. No more. I’m done.

Hello, my name is Moe, i feel uncomfortable sharing my personal info on this app, however that is the identity I will go by for the rest of the time i’m on this app, i’m so sorry for lying and hurting everyone, i don’t deserve sympathy, i’m a monster and I know that. But ill be better.

  Z The Animator

♡moe

Thanks and i will do the same

4 years ago   Reply

  ♡moe

Z The Animator

Thank you, that means a lot, and just know that i’ll be here for you from now on

4 years ago   Reply (1)

  Z The Animator

♡moe

I struggle with depression too but i just act like everything is fine so my friends and my family don't worry about me cuz they have allot of shit to worry about but i also wanted to say I'm proud of you for admitting to what you did .good job

4 years ago   Reply (1)

  ♡moe

It was just because I fucked up so badly and I didn’t want to own up to, even though I struggle with depression, I lied about everything because I thought it wouldn’t take a toll on me, when in reality it just made me have guilt build up, i took a couple years but I finally owned up to it and now i’m only posting what’s honest and form genuine friendships with the people I meet on here

4 years ago   Reply (1)

  Z The Animator

I would like to know why you did what you did?was there something behind that persona that was depressed or sad or anything else.i wanna help or at least i want you to read this

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