Kitty,
โ why I have to live? I mean, there's not a good reason. why go to school? why sleep? why eat? why go to society just to be mental abused? why? that's confusing. why I have to live if there's no reason? why are we here? Why make friends? why love someone knowing that this will end someday? why? I ain't perfect. I wish I were. but why try to being perfect when you are trash? I can't. I can't. I can't. I cant wake up from this nightmare. I have so many thoughts. why you say y'all love me. didn't you realized that only make me feel worse? that only destroys me. why be friends with people like me? I wish I could just disappear. screw if I can't be happy. screw my pain. the only thing that matters it's people happiness. screw if I'm sick. I can handle sickness. why I have to go outside? make friends its bullshit, they only torture you inside. why you say its ok? why? that just destroys me. if you try to say you love me (in a weird way or not), you have been warned that you could make me feel sad. there's no reason for life, why I exist? why am I here? the things don't last forever, so why we even try? I can look happy sometimes, but you don't know if I'm sad or happy. you know, the good faking happiness. I am here, but theres no reason. I should just, Idk. maybe I am just a mistake in the system. I guess. I should be deleted. I dont belong to this world. I dont deserve to be alive. I dont deserve anything. this nightmare its changing me. I'm trying to be someone that I'm not. I'm a garbage. you dont love. even that you say you love me, you are just hurting me inside. yeah, there's no reason to get out of the bed. I could just sleep all day. the school its unnecessary, it's just a waste of time and energy. I just don't deserve anything. the only thing i deserve is die. I am just someone who hurts people feelings and its stupid. that's what I am. that's what I am. Even when I smile, I am sad. my life sucks, like me. I wish I could just disappear, because no one even needs me. give me a reason, if you need me, say why. but there's not a good explanation for my existence. I should never born. haha, every time someone say something to me I just have more pain inside. isn't it funny?โ
I know how you feel, itโs okay not to be okay but, at a point you have to get some help, like a therapist...
I canโt be the one to help you, I have the same pain...โso you laugh through you tearsโ
Itโs an accurate quote for our situation, kitty please be safe
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