..... Look.... Shadow, I know it feels like the whole world ending. But trust me it's not..... I want to help u have a better.... Well... All I know is that we love u๐ and I know I don't for sure help anything... And that in your head right now, your probably thinking "yah your no helping so too cause I've had enough of a worse day already" or something like that... Well all I can say is I'm so sorry