I'm sorry this is late..but..If you want to go ahead, like Pogo said, don't stop yourself if you feel this benefits yourself. Though I will say, if you do decide to leave or stay, I will be happy with both decisions. You are a great person an you know I love you bud, Am can be such a shithole sometimes, so I understand. But we are here for you Mr.Tomato, for no matter what you pick.

If you feel that its best then do it, no one should stop you from doing something that you feel would benefit yourself

Why?

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No