...I did this a few weeks ago.

It was.. interesting..
Chystal, my cousin, recorded me "attempting" suicide, and tried to send me the videos, but they won't send to me.
Not being able to breath for a bit..
I liked it.
I was choking myself with my dog's leash btw
I'd love to tighten it more.
I'd love to end my life right in a closet.
But I'm scared.
I know a lot of people care for me.
But it hurts even more.
Thinking that I'm actually depressed, and suicidal just breaks me more.
This hurts.
But knowing that I can end it whenever.. makes it hurt less.

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