I never deserved the kindness they all used to give me... Thats why it was taken away... Cuz i didnt deserve it.. I was never grateful...

There must be something wrong with me...

Why do i always hide my sadness whats worse...anger... Thats why i have no friends... But fuck i dont deserve no damn friends... I deserve to always be alone and I'm gonna go to hell when i die...

-mom said...

-that... Moms right i am a pity party... The stuff they say... I know its true... Thats why it hurts so bad and makes me so mad...although really I'm not mad i sad... But they can't know that... Its better they hate me since i can't control myself like mo