And then you start realizing how your a fucking horrible friend

and you just sit there , deciding to stop crying for once, and opening insta, looking at texts and seeing "I said we could rp later. And you turned me down. Even though your always saying that we never rp. I can’t always spend time with you, I have other friends that I need to make time for. Sorry that I can’t devote all of time to you" making you start to cry again, starting to vent draw, vent drawing too much, drawing yourself cutting, speaking you start wanting it again, trying to avoid the feeling, its getting harder to avoid this stuff now adays, wanting to respond, so you send them the post you made about them, there for they don't respond.
Making you scared, maybe I made them mad.. or sad... or happy? Or worse... you stsrt panicking, scared what you did, feelings eating you up inside, starting to wish the worst or yourself, needing to just hide again, it hasn't been long enough, you need a break...
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