Yesterday and today are greats days

yesterday (this mornig) around 1am i was feeling really bad, gender dysphoria
I wanted to cut myself so badly ect but i was in a call with my ivl friends in a serv on discord so i ask if someone could help me in mp and one of my friend said yes, so i told him
Yes he didn’t really understand everything (why i absolutly hate my chest ect) but he was so supportive, like he was here for me and even if i was crying (i muted myself before), he was here, caring
I said that i wanted to hurt me because it makes me feel better, so i did while he was writting, he told me to don’t do it so i told him the truth
Hens a really nice guy, he’s so adorable
i’m so lucky, having a friend like him is just amazing, i wish that i could be like him

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  Tha blueberry

I know but that’s just horrible, i was crying a lot and feeling really bad and sad, i think that if my friand didn’t helped me i would have done worse
I’m sorry, I cut myself only a little and no deep, i didn’t bleed and it’s barely seeable, i’ll put hydrating cream and put sunscreen

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For me, today was the worst

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  Tha blueberry

And i didn’t talk about today, so i got some male cothes an that made me super happy, i’m wearing a shirt with buttons (don’t know the name in english but in french it’s called a chemise) and so i almost look flat with
I was (and am) so happy that i cried
That’s a really good day, i’m feeling loved

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