Wen you don’t know how to feel about someone

i’m really a mess whith human relationships, like sometimes really
So i have a friend (online one 😔) and we live both in france but he’s really lives far away from me
He needs a lots of support rn so i try to give him some
And since i know him i always wanted his attention, we are in a private group in an amino (with other friends) and wen we do calls and by mistakes he ignore me i’m like "oh you ignore me, you don’t care about me huh? So i’m leaving" (i know that’s really annoying 😔) so he beg mz to stay and then ask me what i said 👉👈
I’m doing that only with him, i want all of his attention and i don’t know why
I do not really think that i’m in love with him, we like both same things (exept waifus, i’m more into husbandos)so idk?
We are close (idk if i can say really but he already told me secrets and really trust me, i told him some secrets too and trust him a lot too)
Did i mention that i think that he’s cute? I mean, i already saw him (only on pics) and he has hella bootiful brown eyes and very nice hair that i reaaaally want to touch *^* (i’m saying that to almost everybody, i’m also a bit obsessed with ppl hair-)
He’s kinda special to me, i’m feeling fine with him, he already told me that he think that he was pansexual (or bi, cant really remember) and i know that he supports me
He’s a really good friend, wish that i was one too
Did i mentioned that i dreamed of him?

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Tha blueberry

I have Interrupting thoughts causing me to visual plan out a person near by’s death. I even picked up the knife before and raised it up to my dad. He took but I knew he knew what I was thinking. All he said was thanks because my sisters were in the room.

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Tha blueberry

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Sometimes my toughts scares me- no but i do not think like other peps, evryone keep telling me that *^*
Plus i’m an hypocrit owo
I’d like to see a psy-

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Tha blueberry

I feel the same way sometimes being honest. But you think you your a sociopath, your joking. >:)

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Tha blueberry

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Maybe, but i don’t think that we are like that 🤔
We laught together every time, and sometimes wen i talk and someone else talk too he’s like (i did it many times) "please shut up i can’t hear him"
I just think that i have a huge affection problem, like yea my parents give me attention, but i want all eyes on me, not only fews and everytime, i want that everyone thinking of me 24h/24h 7d/7d evrytime
I’m just a sociopath-

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Listen everyone wants attention and affection. Some people need a support person to back them up. For example me and my sister are close but also distance mentally. I we crave each other’s attention but it doesn’t work. It may be like that, if you unsure I’m here if you need me :)

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