I really better sleep... I just hope i can...

Its sick that even for a second i thoight maybe it wasnt me...

I wanna cry but if i do theres no one to help me to save me from my own tears... No ones left... Is it me whos the bad one... Or them?... No its me if has to be cuz I'm one person and its multiple people who hate me... Its common knowledge that its me...

Why do i feel so sick to my stomach...

Maybe i wasnt ever meant to have friends where and maybe i wasnt meant to come here to begin with...