Yea- sometimes I've had enough of something that keeps happening to me and it makes me really pissed off-

Many times

Yes
I remember stabbing a piece of cooked chicken whit a knife
I don't know why but...
When I did that...
It felt good..
And made me want to to stab a real person with it

For some reason
It feels like I was made to do that

Is that bad?

I snapped today and wanted to grab a knife and stab someone over
And over
And over
And over
And over again