My sad childhood part 3 (story in description)
Later a week my dad has cornavirus for being in contact with my step grandpa who had covid.
I was sad that day I felt guilty for not wanting dad to be home because he usually takes my phone away and he always wants to play with me but I say no to be on my phone.
A month later (I think) he was better some how,he dosen't have covid.
But it said that it was covid so that didn't make Snece,but the only thing that matters is that he survived and is alive.
I started to get a lilttle emotional like loosing my feelings because I thought I was guilty for it.
I used to be the class clown to in class ti make everyone light but it all changed do to covid 19.
Sometimes I just say to my self "I want to die" but I love my family but I want to be alone and unbothered.
Once I was fighting with my mom this is what happened
Mom:I'm your mom!I brought you to this world and I'll send you out!
Me:You know what I didn't want to be sent here in the first place I didn't ask for it!
I got in trouble for that and started crying I was also thinking to when I'm older escape through the window that can open easy and not hight.
I was also thinking to kill my self with a knife one day but god doesn't forgive you if you kill yourself.
I kept my secrets away from everyone because I has scares to tell anyone so I disided to tell my hearts wich are you guys♥️
Part 4 coming soon
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